Field Notes

Lindsay N. Green-Barber, Ph.D.
Here, there, everywhere.

Having one of those “still can’t believe I live here” kind of days (at Baker Beach)

Banana bread making!

But a Dream

That feeling that the conversation has already happened.  I already bumped my head on the glass mixing bowl drip, drip, drying on the rack.  “Shit” already flew out of your mouth as your hand touched the cast-iron pan I can feel from arms length away.  The moment in time – was it weeks, or months? – when I rolled over in bed and shook the activity of my dreams out of my head, fell back asleep, woke later without a trace of what had been, until it happened again, today. 

Some people call it déjà vu.  Sometimes it might even be.  But sometimes – often times – it has already happened. 

I tell people this.  Or at least, I used to.  I told you, one time, remember?  You chortled and I think a shred of green roughage even fell from your mouth.  It’s usually that, or maybe a half-smile and a nod – a gesture to placate the absurd.  Or maybe you think I’m making it up, faking it, raking for attention with make-believe scenarios and hippy dippy hocus-pocus.

But really, it doesn’t matter.  Does it?

To me, it is so true.  It is maybe the truest thing.  And also, these moments, these repeated moments of perfect simplicity, normalcy, that I dreamed before they ever happened, before you and I were “you and I” but just “you” and “I,” they are the moments I know – I have arrived.  I am living the dream – my dream – that my deepest self dared not even think while awake.  In these moments (the blurry double vision of your hand on red-hot black and the double wave of your shh shhhits crashing into my ears) my soul settles against yours, the dream and the reality merge, fate having delivered you to me and me to you to “you and I.”

Last week in my 20s + Halloween = color changing “mood” polish. Cha-ching.
Persimmon pie - what Autumn looks like on the west coast.
Home made Kabocha squash and leek risotto- YUM. And here I thought kraft mac n cheese orange wasn’t a naturally occurring color.
My evening view

Planet Earth (no, really).

Duck and Figs

There’s a great butcher here in Bernal Heights, Avedano’s Holly Park Market.  Every time I pop in I get so excited to see the fresh lamb, goat, rabbit, duck, pork, etc. on display.  We had our first lunch guests a few weeks ago, and so it seemed like a perfect excuse to finally make duck.

I bought two breasts and two legs, but once I arrived home I realized I had way too much for four people.  I made the breasts for lunch; they were good.

But then, the next day I prepared the legs.  Divine.  We had a few ripe figs in the fridge, some good quality balsamic vinegar, and voila, duck legs like I didn’t even know I was capable of.



  • 2 duck legs
  • 4 figs, quartered
  • 1/3 cup balsamic vinegar


Heat an iron skillet to medium.  While the skillet is heating, slice the skin on the legs, but don’t cut all the way to the meat.  Add just enough olive oil to the skillet to cover the bottom.  Once the oil is slick, put in the legs, less meaty side down, and cook for 3-5 minutes.  Turn the legs over and cook for 2 minutes.  Add the balsamic vinegar and continue too cook for another 3 minutes, spooning the sauce over the duck.  Add the fig quarters and stir to coat with the balsamic glaze.  Remove from heat after another 2-3 minutes.  Savor every last bite.

Whoopie Pies

I love whoopie pies.  They’ve been a favorite of mine since I was a kid.  What’s not to love, really?  Chocolate?  Frosting?  Puh-lease.

Imagine my surprise when I arrived in CA and people looked at me as though I were sputtering absurdities, probably put off by the word “whoopie.”  Apparently there are no whoopie pies on the west coast.

I vaguely remember hearing the history of whoopie pies - invented by fishermen’s wives in New England as a way for the gents to bring a sweet treat with them that wouldn’t get ruined in their lunch pail.  Yup, tasty AND handy.  Whoopie pies = perfection.

I decided I needed to bake whoopie pies.  I did some searching for recipes and found a few that looked good.  (Who knew that the frosting is made out of marshmallow fluff?!  Yet another thing that the west coast is missing out on.)  Here’s the recipe I finally decided on:


  • 2 cups all-purpose flour
  • 1/2 cup Dutch-process cocoa powder
  • 1 1/4 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1 teaspoon salt
  • 1 cup well-shaken buttermilk
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla
  • 1 stick (1/2 cup) unsalted butter, softened
  • 1 cup packed brown sugar
  • 1 large egg

Delicious filling

  • 1 stick (1/2 cup) unsalted butter, softened
  • 1 1/4 cups confectioners sugar
  • 1 cup marshmallow cream such as Marshmallow Fluff
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla

Make the cake/cookie/pie

  • Preheat oven to 350ºF.
  • Whisk together flour, cocoa, baking soda, and salt in a bowl until combined. Stir together buttermilk and vanilla in a small bowl.
  • Beat together butter and brown sugar in a large bowl with an electric mixer at medium-high speed until pale and fluffy, about 3 minutes, then add egg, beating until combined well. Reduce speed to low and alternately mix in flour mixture and buttermilk in batches, beginning and ending with flour, scraping down side of bowl occasionally, and mixing until smooth.
  • Spoon 1/4-cup mounds of batter about 2 inches apart onto 2 buttered large baking sheets. Bake in upper and lower thirds of oven, switching position of sheets halfway through baking, until tops are puffed and cakes spring back when touched, 11 to 13 minutes. Transfer with a metal spatula to a rack to cool completely.

Delicious filling:

  • Beat together butter, confectioners sugar, marshmallow, and vanilla in a bowl with electric mixer at medium speed until smooth, about 3 minutes.

Make whoopie:

  • Spread a rounded tablespoon filling on flat sides of half of cakes and top with remaining cakes.